Inside & Appearance

for me , noeing ppl is not jz noeing thm in jz few kinds of perspective...
somehow , on d outer appearance , they may look quiet , but they r well respect , centre of attraction , mny gd frens...
as for some , u look like u hav many frens , u look hapi , u look strong...
deep inside... u hav nothing...
and as for others...u seem to hav a very smooth life...kinda omos to perfect in every thing.

for today , in iscf we get a special activity. we put a paper on everyone's back n let anyone to write on d papers at others back abt their gd , bad stuff...

geez... cant imagine things they write.interesting.
-most say i shd talk more
-n thn smart as bible knowlegde noeing i get 85 for d national bible quiz tis yr
-nxt , i look cool . tats y say i nida smile more in da 'things u shd change' section
zzz...

Problems

problems r defined as situation or challenges tat u cant solve in d short moment(well , tats my way of explainin it , not dictionary ar)
u noe
problems r nt bad sumtyms
i rmb a bm puisi in form 2 or 1
''bila ketawa kawan ramai , bila menangis seorg diri''
sumthg lidat i tink

yup , very true
true frens r discovered n revealed whn problems occur
they dn mind wastin time sittin wif u to share ur sadness
thy dn mind to waste their resoucres to help u out
they dn mind if helpin u out may cause they troubles

owes rmb ,
true frens n best frens MAY b different(may only , not always or of cz )
true frens may nt hang out wif u everyday like wat best frens do...
they may nt talk to u so often like best frens do
bt they r owes thy to help u whn they r able

so , tink in ur mind now... hw mny true frens u hav currently ?
more den 10 ? more den 20 ? or more or less i dno
i tink tis is quite a gd question to ask to evry1
im not here to offense anyone
after leavin form 5
goin into university life
n into workin place
thgs doesnt seem to b easy n sweet such as in secondary anyymore
u ply mind games wif thm
u ply emotion controlin games wif strangers

well , my opinions r done for nw
hope to post more opinions on more types of topics
well , u giv me one word as topic n i can express out lw...
e.g. fren , studies , relationship

Yea...me

halo again to my fellow readers ^^
i m often describes as d quiet guy no matter in whr...
yea , i m so...so wat ? i cant change tat...
especially wif eye bags under my eyes
sum may even tink i study so kiasu until lidat
obviously not , im jz a physically weak guy n eye bag has nth to do wif me studyin
a big weaknesses of mine is nt reali gd in talkin to girls
even tho i hav been in a new cls , i havent been really talk wif most of d girl students

haizz ~~''


i m hapi tat im goin to learn a new skill very soon
im not goin to say d skill till i mastered it

suddenly , i hav a new passion in tis life im in
in a super gd mood tody...^^

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human

do u noe tat human is d smartest creature on earth ? (mayb nt la... bt so far havent really find out other smart creatures) n do u noe tat humans r oso d most evil hearted creature on earth ?
for example , if u r too gd on sumthg... sum ppl... sum ppl!... will talk abt ur bad words at d back of u... they may oso say u kiasu de person... they may oso u r so gd bcz u do tis , u hav tat...
how immature r these small portions of humans...
N...if u r lousy in some stuff... they look down on u... they tink u dn belong to thier group...
ah huh... they themself r lousy ...
n do u noe wat ? i hate hypocrites... u act like u r gd at everythg while u're nt...
a teacher really wana make me angry ha ? a gd student doesnt nid to show tat he/she is a gd student... if u hav to disipline students... jz let disiplin master do d job la.... jz teach ur subject will do...
n d root of d problem is of tat stupid principal... u arrange student in every cls balancely of same number of 8As students in every sc cls... n i heard its to make those average student to improve... idiot! ...u will only make d number of straight As student in spm lesser n lesser...

i guess im done... phew...

Sum thgs shd b settled asap

quite a tired n stressful week...its nt tat im physically weak... but im mentallk weak... thankfully im nt in emotionally problems... its jz tat all thgs come to my mind at tis 2 week... cant they cum lil by lil ?... thgs i said in posts before... i jz havent gt d ans n i dno hw to settle it... its kinda hard... plus , tis mth owes nida do hwks wif reserch in d net... y mz all b at d same time ? idiot... hw cm sc students nida hav so mny subjects... stupid goverment... wana shw tat our country more subjects den other country more cool la ?... idiot idiot... those stupid humans...

Humans shall changed...

humans... humans changed...yea , they can changed frm gd to very bad , or even bad to very gd...
seriously , i tink i changed too...
while i was stil a kid...im so active in every single way wic includes talkin n sports...
bt nt nw... im jz cant talk away ...
ya , sum say i talk a lot in d net wif msn msgr...
honestly , its true...
but nt tis yr...i havent been really chattin in msn msgr either...
wif msgr plus programme...my f3 chat log is a lot
my f4 chat log is lil mny mny times...
however , las 2 nites im surprised i talk again ... so excitedly to share d stuff i shud talk more instead of worldly thgs...
so i'd say , if u wana change urself... God can help u... for :
''nor by might or by power , but by d spirit says d Lord''
~the word is truth~

My Latest Life

my life tis yr is really gettin bzier n bzier comapred to yrs before..
f3 is really a honey moon year....bsides sum kerja kursus...thr's really no nig work excpet studyin for pmr...pmr standard is oso quite low standard as the questions is not as hard as spm
spm question is harder dno hw mny times...

life in form 4 wud b quite stressful...
homeworks come non stop frm every subjects
sumtimes d teacher will call u to do scrapbk or assigment wic nids to use internet to do some work...
exam r hard n cant las min like u do in yrs before....
for PEKA...chem , phy , bio owes nida do peka...sienzz
plus , some gerko ko kurikulum i dn hav interest in those stuff...


plus , im now burdened wif some desicions tat will change my life forever wic i posted in a posts before...

luckily , i dn tuition... if i tuition i'l die out of tiredness....hiahia

Holy Spirit

for now , i'll move on wif H S...
pppleaase! dn mix H S wif ghostly n spirit stuffs wic r evil n nt frm God bt in other religion
even tho H Spirit has a spirit name on it doesnt mean u dn hav anything to do wif it
wrong mindset!
every christian is equiped wif H S as a gift once u accept Jesus in ur life as ur Lord n saviour
as u noe , thr is 2 great news for all christian
1. Jesus come to earth for our sins n go back to heaven
2. Jesus sends to us H S as to represent him after Jesus left earth
so , Holy S is not a spirit(or roh in bm) tat possesed or rasuk u , ok?
H S is Jesus n He's he our body
(our body is the temple of d H S)
H S helps us in mny way
(i) he helps us to differenciate gd n bad path
(ii)He helps us to choose d right desicions
(iii)He comforts us whn we're down
(iv)He is our teacher n reminds us of Jesus teachin n Jesus
(v)He connects us to Jesus n God
(vi) gaves us power to cast our demons n also , speak , sing , pray in toungue......

d end~

Faith

faith is defined as ur level of believein in sumthg or sum1
faith in God means believe in God in wat He does in ur life n to d world
i believe tat faith is d key to go thru life on earth b4 goin up
whn problems come
faith in prayer solve it(as u noe , ask n u shall receieve)
but after prayer u will hav some results
1.yes , prayer answered bcz u pray for d right thg , right time n high faith
2.no , bcz d prayer u prayed mayb shud nt b prayed OR ur faith nt high(stil worryin of problems) enuf OR ur prayer b4 reachin heavan oredi vanished cz of weak prayer...
3.later , bcz , d prayer mayb nid time to answered for best of it(it cud takes days , weeks , mths , or even YEARS)

by faith , we can speak , n do anything!

ISCF

hmmm... i heard tat ISCF has been doin n growin great in secondary schs of kuching...
their members reach 100+...their musicians -- drummers , guitarist , paniosts.....really is a lot oo
they hav d passion for God...so hapi n proud to b a christians tat folos d Lord...
yea , its cool to b one...im proud to b 1 TOO !! hia hiah haaha

however , d ISCF in my kch high sch arent lidat...since i join iscf in form 1...its lidat...
years had passed...its lidat... or mayb it is set by God ?? or as long as we folo our mission(saves soul by introducing ppl to Jesus) we'l stil great wifout being too populared ?

Ms law has asked me if i wud lyk 2 b d president...
for me , i oso dno if im d right one to lead , guide n motivate others...

after d form 5 badge ppl leave nxt yr...d iscf is out n no more guitarist...so i tink i hav to learn to play guitar...

so haizzz....i'l get my answer very soon , do i ?

Anime

Anime is define as japanese animation cartoon
while Manga is defined as japanese animation comic
(erm...tats all i noe...i only watch i din care so much)
i've been lykin anime since like....pri 3 or 4?
lets c...i watch :(my favourites)(frm oldest to newest)
dragonball z / gt
slam dunk*
card captor sakura
samurai X *
shagukan no shana*
full metal panic fumoffu
full metal alchemist
mai hime
inuyasha
naruto(watch a bit nia)
bleach(latest anime i watch)*
*= very favourite

my my...i watch so lil anime ony.....pity me...
tats all 4 tis post

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i noe tat different ppl hav different life
some hav a life tat mny cant imagine
wic is very easy n smooth
some are difficult in their whole life
i oso heard tat God has plan for every each of us
sometimes we hav to get a taste of suffer before we can understand ppl n help them
sometimes we hav to b in a trouble for a period of time
for it is God timing n will.
n oso , if ur life isnt hard , u r most likely to cry out to God lesser den wen u r full of troubles
omos all d tym
God cares. It is whether u blif if He's true n nt a God u read in d bible.
He's a livin God. So , when u r at d most low times in ur life n no one seems to care abt u
God's there. Jz cry out n He's there for u.
God cares for those who calls to Him.
N tats a amazin thing to hav n do.