Tuesday, December 23, 2008
D' Encounter Camp 2008
Preparing for the camp was fun. I retain my post as the "toilet king" and lead the church cleaning job. Thanks to the commitees to clean the church together.
Then, the most shocking thing happened was when I'm appointed as the head usher. I was never given a job where even a small portion of leadership is needed. It was such an honor. My deepest gratitude to all the ushers helping. God bless them. They were all so obedient, so responsible and so friendly!
Things learned from camp:
1) Be a complainer or a worshipper.
2) The three types of love existed
i) Eros: The love on physical and shape
ii)Phileo: The mutual, relationship love
iii) Agape: The unconditional, sacrificial love
3) Seek first the kingdom of God and all other things we will acquire.
4) Understand the authorities we have in God, to possess lands and to stand up for Jesus.
Sadly, I have no pictures for the camp. I didn't really have a camera phone and met up with many people. But still I got the chance to know my roomates where Oliver shared about his experiences few months ago. From there I learned that God is in control over our lives, from painful moments to joyful moments.
Somehow, I got myself some phobia towards the smell of the rubbish bags.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
To Work Or Not To Work
I realise many young people always grumble, never satisfy about everything they have in their lives. They have all of the coolest gadgets of all kinds, yet never satisfy. As for some, they get emo almost all day, especially when they are so free over a few-months-long holidays. I really suggest that they watch a discovery channel on the wildlife. Preys are struggling to survive from the danger of being capture and eaten by predators, while predators snatch foods among themselves. There's not even some time for them to think how to escape.
For now, I'll get myself ready for the youth camp. Come and enjoy's God presence. God's grace and love is for everyone. Click here for the video promo.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
School On Fiery Flame
Yesterday a few calls were made and I was being told that my secondary school was on fire. It happened around 12.50pm to 2.00pm. This was something unusual. I could saw the black smokes by just going out of my house to see the sky, that is, if you live somewhere not too far from there.
A fire started burning the Junior Science Lab, yet the cause is still unknown. There wasn't any Spm papers on yesterday, no activities, almost no one. It's lunchtime some more. Luckily the cleaner and security guard saw the fire.
The lab was made up of woods, built many years ago before my father studied there. The fire brigade was late to arrive, causing the fire to spread across the school admin building. What's more, the water pressure was low, causing the rescue work to be slow and the fire burnt up the whole building of the office, which comprises of the library, the teacher's lounge and the offices.
I wonder if the textbooks kept in the lab will be replaced by the education department. Who would have known that the lab, which had been announced as a dangerous building due to the presence of termites, would be burnt up.
One thing never changed in Kuching. Spectators were there, outside the school, watching the whole scene. So, was sending up to 4 fire brigade vehicles and 41 members of the fire brigade team to rescue the fire on time?. On a emergency situation, a water pressure problem was there. Up to 17 times of calls had to be made.
That's about it. Wishing Spm candidates the best in their final papers.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Today I can feel aches over me again. This is basically what you get if you go for an intensive exercise after not having any physical exercises for months. I encountered this experience often, yet I don't care about the pain; I just want to give my body some intensive stretching.
I soon realised that not having exercises for months not only drains away your health, my stamina's like totally gone. The worst case is that I'm already having lower stamina level than people. I got myself gasping for air after playing for only some time. I guess I really need to strengthen up myself physically these few months. I hate having dark eye bags everyday.
Going for badminton yesterday was fun. I'll never know where all of my classmates will be separated next year. Most of them are going for ns.
Friday, November 28, 2008
SPM Fades
Yesterday's last paper was EST. But we had to take the paper only at 11. Sometimes I think if the education ministry should limit science-stream students to take only science-stream subjects and so on. I mean, I don't think it's very beneficial after all. If this keeps on, the next year I'll be hearing someone getting 23As or more or something.
I just earn my rank from a "highian" to a "ex-highan". Definitely I feel a little sad. So after taking our leaving school certificate and testimonies, it's bye bye to all.
What's nice in Kuching High is that a few minutes walk ends you up in Star Cineplex. I went watching movies with classmates right after that. Quantum of Solace 007 is nice.
Superheroes or supervillains have no difference. Actions are there. Sense of humor is there. Just sometimes I really like the way villains talk. They have style too. Somehow very cool. One thing too, just why heroes never seemed to smile?
And now, there is so much things I can do now until somewhere March next year.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
The Last Day Will Not Last
The girls were busy taking pictures with classmates with their digital cameras. The guys were busy playing chinese chess, all against one. So cool. That winning experience was good. That particular classmate is pissed off.
I just don't know why. I'm not really close with most of my classmates, yet I will miss them in future. I never felt anything even when I leave primarys or form 3.
I don't know where will I be after form 5. In another 5 days, I'll be facing the mighty, fearful Spm. I'll be telling a lie if I say Spm doesn't make me stress. Another 3 more weeks before I am free.
It's the final showdown for spm. Good luck to all candidates.
Tagged
The Rules and Regulations
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about you.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
1) My interest for anime has died out gradually. The genre of animes I like is decreasing.
2) I'm comfortable with numbers. I love maths.
3) I haven't gone for a physical exercises for months. All those 'crack' sounds are made when I just bend my body around.
4) I became harder to satisfy these days. I complain movies that are not good enough.
5) I don't play Dota although the influences from my friend is there.
6) Sometime I dream of being a professional hacker. Just dream of.
7) I would like to try out paintball.
8) I am a law-abiding student. I'm happy that I'm leaving secondary school though.
9) I somehow have some complications speakings to girls.
10) I will never be good at basketball.
11) I have no idea what career I should pursue after Spm.
12) I prefer staying at home usually.
13) I'm thinking of having a new guitar.
14) I'm kind of addicted to games. Just not the online games.
15) I love blogging as a new hobby.
I tag.
1)Teck Ceng
2)Lynn
3)Lucas
I don't really think I have more people to tag.
Sunday, October 19, 2008

Ever took some time watching the sky? The beautiful clouds will always be there, accumulating as big masses of cottons or form a unique formation. When it's sunny-hot or rainy-cold, it is still nice.
So I guess watching the clouds actually help you to remove your stress.
While students over the whole country is having their final exam and the Form 3 that had just gone through their Zaman Darurat, the SPM candidates are preparing for war. So everyday I'll be doing model questions over model questions. I can't even do much about my own model questions because the school's been giving tons of them.
And about the world, there's been so many changes. The economy is affecting almost everywhere and the petrol price is going down. Everyday if u flipped through the papers, you'll realised another brand of cookies or chocolates or something is taken down from the markets.
The conclusion is: Don't eat chocolates.
So the next time I'll be here is when the real exam is over. I'm actually not even allowed to be here right now. I hope time travels faster. 22 more days. Good luck all.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
I'm Doing The Tag
1.What is the relationship between you and him?
I have to say it's a little hard. We are like good friends but rarely talks to each other.
2. Your 5 impressions about him:
He's good in playing piano. He is really dependable in doing great tasks. He onlines constantly. He has great enthusiasm to learn new things. A wise guy with great english.
3. The most memorable things he has done for you.
I would say, he's one of the significant people who always encouraged me to go for youth meetings in my lower secondarys time. Without him, I would still be a computer nerd who cares nothing about anything other than that.
4. The most memorable thing he has said to you.
I don't seem to have a memory about that. Saying "happy birthday" to me?
5. If he becomes your lover, you will...
Slap myself at the face and feel thankful that it's a dream.
7. If he becomes your lover, he has to improve on...
How should I know , I'm not a girl.
8. If he becomes your enemy, the reason would be...
Not talking for a long time or I should say it's a dream again.
9. The most desirable thing to do with him is...
Playing chinese chess with him. =)
10. The overall impression of him is...
He actually has a style of a doctor, but yet still artistic.
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
An introverted person who rarely goes out and beat the streets to study at home.
12. The character you like about yourself is...
Not being matured enough and having less knowledge of most things.
13. On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is...
I usually act without the nerve cells going through my brain for true integrating processes, not having communications skills and some humor glands.
14. The most ideal person that you want to be is...
I'm agreeing with his answer. Learning to be like Jesus is the ideal person.
15. For the people who like and care about you, say something to them.
Thank You. I like and care about you too.
I'm skipping the rest.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Where Today Will Be Yesterday
Counting and counting..there is only less than 50 days to SPM!
Will there be enough time for mending all my weak spots?
I've studied and I'm now waiting for my papers to be given back. Then I'm going to do all the questions I can until November.
Sometimes I began dreaming what I'm going to do after SPM.
That can wait. =)
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Countdown To Explosion

Boom.. I guess I just wasted my holidays. Supposing that a period of one week I could finish off some part of the reference books , but hey , I end up not studying at all. Plans may seemed to be made , but anything could just get in the way.
At the start , I thought I should stop going for any outings but I end up going for badminton on wednesday. Then I planned to not even touching the computer for any single purpose but I end up playing games and surfing the net.
Certainly , you can plan all you want , but you just can't fulfill all of them.
Time is dying very soon. I'm scared. Can temptations be in my control once again? No.
Yeah , can you give me some better excuses you are not going to decrease the price of petrol until furthur notice at around beginning of Spetember? Countries had decreased 'em but not you. What do you think of doing? Dropping 25 sen per litre makes no difference. Not a good strategy , pal.
Oh yeah , National Day's coming up. Wish you all 51th Independance Day. Learn to be more independant. Sarcastic.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Twilight
Firstly , I have a good news.I'm not chosen for NS.In fact , I'm the only one in class with the initial name that starts with 'J' that is not chosen.
Today,just finished my 2nd mid-term exam. Then September is my Mock Exam. I get tense now.Time is getting lesser.
Oh ya,there's 3 movie reviews I want to write but there's no time.Kung Fu Panda is funny.Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian is cool especially the war part(Charge!).Over Her Dead Body is hillarious.One movie , one sentence.(=P)
Last one, we shall root for Lee Chong Wei to get the gold medal for Malaysia. Read me? 6.30pm , RTM1.Yes, our only hope.
PS/ Please take note that the above post is made and summarized by J-son.Please bear with it.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Days Are Over
It was burden-lifting.
AGM of Iscf is today. And I just handed over the vice-president post to the new one.
Being one is very burden-ful though. I also act as a worship coordinator that plans out the worship leader , singers and guitarists for every Iscf meeting. And you bros and sis in youth should be thankful. You guys can sing and play almost any songs , together. Being formed by people of different churches , singers and guitarists had coordinated well with some efforts after this long.
I am also one of the guitarist and I would like to give my deepest gratitude to John , the leading guitarist. Thanks for teaching me strums and beats , bearing with my mistakes. And today , the worship was great.
There's joy ,there's sorrow. There's fun , there's stress. All in all , we thank God's grace that fall upon us. Thank God for this opportunity too.
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Might as well moved to the entertainment time. Check out these cool videos. Connie Talbot , a 7 years old girl who had won the title of champion in last year's Britain's Got Talent. Her voice is amazing.
By Connie Talbot:
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
I Will Always Love You
Cool , huh? She recorded her first album.
Friday, June 27, 2008
A Cold Smile Is What's Left
However , my first term result dropped drastically. Due to that , I'm not able to online so often as I used to , watching dramas of all kinds and no more games. That's sad.
After all , spm is only less than half a year. Whoa , I really regretted not studying well of the form 4 chapters. Now I have to scan through. It's tough. And I don't want to mention about form 5.
Mark my words , last minute study had stopped working from this instance.
Here's a brief details of my result:
Dropped from 10As to 4As
position 10 to 19
Remarks from father:
No more playing. Study.
My thoughts:
These days I don't have a good mood. I can only give you a cold smile. Somehow I hope AGM's sooner. But I don't want to miss out the fun. Haiz.
A Cold Smile Is What's Left.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Happy Father's Day
This song just never stop touching me every time I hear it. It always remind me how much God loves us all and my dad that always love me and sisters.
Not only mum , dad done much for me. Lost neither one of them , it's hard for me.
Dad ,
you may be the one which is more stern on me. Yes I know , I'm born to this world in a weak body. I often cry when I'm a baby and fainted many times because my lungs are extremely weak. But I'm alright now. Please be proud of me. I know you are.
I know you love me in a rather different way than mum. You never complain driving me to school , to church , to youth , to hang out with friends. Especially when the petrol price will be rising again in the near future.
Yes , I know I'm not an active and sporty son. I know I'm not the top student in class. I know my laziness and the habit of playing games and going online constantly always dissapoint you. But I know you still love me and feels proud of me.
To all fathers , bear in mind that we know you love us even though you did not say to us.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Movie Reviews
Movie 1: Ah Long Pte Ltd

Finally , another awesome Singapore movie. Singapore movies are not only hillarious , but they always pick out humor from recent and down-to-earth issues. Plus , I feel happy that I actually learn chinese to understand this funny "art". And these days , I don't think movies have to be set that only 18 years and above can watch'em. Why? You don't need to ask me. We're all kinda so exposed to perverted things. This creative movie deserves 9/10 from me.
Movie 2: Enchanted

This movie opened my eyes. Love at first sight and all those "happy ever after" just won't happen. The "true love kiss" melody swirled around my mind. And the main actress is quite pretty. This movie actually reflects what happen when fairytales bombard into reality. Rate it 7/10.
Movie 3:CJ7

Stephen Chow still preserve his hillarious talking in this touching movie. Those living in poverty remain patient. And it only bring out one simple message : Love what you have. It's what you need.
Movie 4: Naruto Shippuuden Movie

First movie in the naruto shippuuden series satisfied you with some cool techniques from chakra. He's still inmature. But yet that's the nice part right? You get to see more of Lee's fight this time.
Movie 5: Forbidden Kingdom
Very dissapointing with the movie although there's 2 famous kung fu actors , Jackie Chan and Jet Li. The storyline..irritates me a lot.
Looking forward to watch Spiderwick Chronicles. Another cool marvel movie's out soon. Incredible Hulk. "You won't like it when I'm angry". Haha.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Live On
Price of petrol and diesel had just go up yesterday.Yesterday. Diesel is so much more expensive and it's nearly the same price of petrol. Only the difference is 12 sen per litre. And PM stated that it is ONLY part of the subsidy plan. (News)
And earthquakes had taken away millions of lives in China.
Price of rice goes up again. And you see , if petrol and rice got expensive , everything also affected. That's economy. Why don't Kuching be built with LRT and things like that?
Yeah , stop grumbling. Stop.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Freaky Journey To Winner's
There's pain all over me. Waking up today was like.. a torture.
Consequence of not having physical exercise like..for a century.
Yesterday was my first time to Winner's. It was rough , both me and dad totally don't know the place. We are not really familiar with 4th mile area. Like a a blind group put into an unknown area. Freaky. Bash it.
But at least I enjoyed myself. I had remembered the old times playing badminton.
But yesterday's my first time playing in a real court. The net's higher. There's no need for concern for anything around like the artificial court outside my house. Nice. No drains.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
S.O.S
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Chad Blondel's Concert
About the number of people , more than last year.
About the music , the sound system is terrible.
About the lyrics , can't hear a word. =(
The concert starts with Synergy Youth playing two songs. Yeah , i recognized them as soon I heard the part "Glo-o-o-ry , Ha-le-lu-uuu-ia.." I feel pathetic.
Maybe the song was quite ok , but the sound system in ACS is actually not that good. After all ,the ticket's only cost RM5 per ticket and the rent for the place is cheap , I heard.
I started with feeling of excitement arousing in me. Looking forward for something unexpected and so on. This concert actually gave my eardrums some intensive exercise.
Haizz
On the other side , I enjoy myself seeing Chad Blondel playing the guitar. The moves , the smooth changing of chords , the wonderful melody. I actually wished to hear acoustic only rather than the electric and bass. Weird.
But the song "Chase" by Chad Blondel is quite nice.
God does love us all and all we need to do is to receive His love and accept Him as our Father. He's not letting us go for a single moment or so , even when we feel alone in the darkness. He's only waiting for another cry of heart for another closer relationship with you. Just so that He can love you even more.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
The Tag Game
Just in case you're curious.
I'm out of the claws of exam today.
Officially free.
Well , just for two weeks.
Phew.
Let's start this simple tag. Woo. The '8 Tag'.
8 things I am passionate about:
~God
~Listening to musics
~Listening to the beat and tempo
~Strumming guitar and fingerpick'em
~Movies! (Bring me to the cinema!)
~Reading blogs
~Blogging
~Gaming
~Sleeping
8 things I say too often:
~Yes , yes , yes.
~No , no , no.
~Walao!
~ok lor
~Ya kah?
~Oh
~Oh Ya
~so?
8 books I've read recently: ( I suppose i don't actually read many books. I study them. =X )
~Bible
~Spiderwick Chronicles Vol3 (well this was last month)
~Ref books down to no.8( sad to say , that's all..)
8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
~Say It Again by Marie Digby
~Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
~When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating
~Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by GreenDay
~Over You by Chris Daughtry
~Until You by Shayne Ward
~Umbrella by Rihanna
~Everywhere by Michelle Branch
8 things I learned last year and this year:
~God heals.
~Family is a shelter filled with love.
~Friends are angels without wings.
~Learned to play GunBound. (=d)
~Start learning guitar and still in the long way.
~General Hospital is cheap. (hahaHA)
~A class monitar is pityful.
~So does a school prefect.
8 people I wanna tag:
~To you the one reading , if you have a blog.
~To anyone on my blogger's list who wants to do this.
~Nobody
~Somebody
~Anybody
~No more
~ahem! No more.
~Need I repeat myself? No more. =X
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Emotion Stimulants
However , you'll notice if you hear quite some songs that the main theme's of songs are love. Love. Love between two person.
But , music for us sometimes mean more than that. More than just feeling of love. More than just a feeling you'll never get. It's like a beautiful dream.
These are musics I'm quite addicted lately:
Shayne Ward - Breathless
Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
GreenDay - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
I walk this empty street.
Friday, May 16, 2008
The World At Its Peak

One look and you'll know this plate once costs you RM 3.50.
And another look will tell you that's history.
But you can't blame it on anyone. Countries are having shortage rice and had already raised up the price of rice. Eating rice for others are already a hard deal.
Recently: 1kg of rice is raised by RM0.60
The impact is so huge. How can we chinese Malaysians not eating rice? we are advised eating something to substitute rice. And that's not all. According to the maximum rate set by the goverment , they still can raise the price up. It is already so big deal , and there's a huge possibility after another the rate goes up and up.
Ok , we can only bear with this but why the increase price of petrol for our mobile?! After all , our country actually produce petroleum and earn something , right? Thanks to our smart cousins. You guys sit in fancy cars and your driver the one's driving ; citizens are having a hard time.
And because of your important plan , send an astronaut to space. Oh hello! The first man on earth had gone to space long time ago. And hello! We achieved independance long time ago. Citizens are having hard time with the increase of time and you're spending money to send an astronaut with people's help. I don't really see where's the glory.
And more examples can be stated.
*Shakes head* Hopeless.
Wonder when we'll see light shone in to our cave.
You should check this out if you haven't seen it.
Umbrella by Marie Digby
Say It Again by Marie Digby
Sunday, May 11, 2008
A Sense Of Gratitude
Today is a very special day.
I would like to say to this special person ,
thanks for
raising me up ,
bearing with my grumbles ,
putting only simple hopes on me ,
cooks whatever I wanted to eat ,
(When possible)
wanting nothing much from me ,
only wants the best for me ,
and the most important thing ,
tells me why a mother exist in my life.
To all mothers ,
Happy Mother's Day!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
This Season
Kiasu cells , roll!
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Praising Is Raising
Everyone loves being complimented for what they did great right? I mean , it is like a prize for working hard , a feeling of satisfaction , or a statement to prove that what we did is not useless rubbish.
And that's not all , it gives a better motivation to bring you another level of determination , another level of getting hold of it , another level of pursuing on that direction of yours.
You see , it takes 10 compliments to actually bring back your confidence that was ceased by a scolding whereas it only takes one , simple , powerful compliment to bring a person from the lowest ground to the top of the world.
An recent actual example:
I've been playing guitar in Iscf for a few times. Maybe this is quite easy , compared to the awesome praise and worship in the church. I'm only playing simple songs with another friend but this seemed to be one nice burden to do. First , we need to choose songs , then call on the singers , then making sure the on-duty members do able and come on Friday.
I'd to say , it's important to be prepared not just listening to the mp3s and play the beat and chords but also prayer. It will be just singing songs without them.
And it did turned well , when I see people enjoy the session,
that's enough for satisfaction.
And later on , John compliments that my beat is better this time.
(John is the leading guitarist)
And guess what ?I'm happy the whole day.
Imagine. You've been working hard to be a good child , a good student , a good friend , a good sibling and etc. yet you'd never been complimented or appreciated in your entire life by anyone . anywhere , anytime. It's a quite terrible , hard-to-describe , horrible and hurting life. On a worse situation , it makes someone feel hopeless and living without a single purpose. And the ending.. it's hard to imagine.
So , remember , if people around you did do well in something , just compliment them. Ignore any interior war inside of you , any pride of yours , any bad conscience that stops you.
Let me compliment you now. You're LAME!! Oh , I was just joking , you're so kind and forgiving , you will forgive me , i think. =)
This is so going to be my last post before the exam. The set date exam on May 10 had been brought 2 days earlier ----May 8!! I need to start touching books..
Sunday, April 27, 2008
When PCK's Here
They are thinking : "Hey MC , you better stop talking. All we want is not seeing you. In fact , your accent in talking in english is just bullshit. Who do you think you are , as if your english is so good?" (I can't believe I'm one of them. =p )
It all happened in a very special place in Cat City---- tHe Spring. It all turned upside down when the music plays. When the PCK's theme song was played , they knew PCK's here as he walked from the their backs. Everyone was cherished , this was the moment.
Everyone turn their backs , their eyes towards the star of the day---PCK. Some rushed to shake his hands , some pulled out their handphones , digital cameras out and started recording , capturing. It's PCK in Kuching , can you believe it? the real PCK after watching the seasons over seasons of PCK.
However , the excited atmosphere was gone as PCK starts promoting Singapore Tourism. After all , they come to see him only , right? Getting his pictures to show off , right?
And everything was gone. The excitement , the atmopshere , the everyone from the place. =X
Ok , PCK , I guessed that's it. It all happened on yesterday's afternoon , just like that.
( I would like to post photos during that moment yet i can't , very sorry.)
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It seemed to be this way. Fine , I learned from it.
I'd to say , why explaining what you haven't done wrong is so important. Another experience actually pulled me another step closer to the understanding of this. (But hey , I hate this.)
I didn't even know I'm on duty doing the projector screen last night. It was all because I was unintentionally forgotten to be informed , you see.
Okay , maybe when I came I still do it right but hey , it is like playing with risk. Playing with risk is like playing with poison. You may not like what comes out later on.
I even hate this feeling , after the service , I was approached and was commented on how I did. ( What the ?!!!)
I was quite tired last night , not only physically and was called to do things last minute , and some more , commented for what is not good enough. ( a little angry I was..)
But I had to say , I have to blame myself too for being not professional enough. It's true. *Sighs*
At that moment , I would like to explain that I was called on last minute but part of me was just too tired to do it. But at the same time , I don't want to be thinked as someone who's irresponsible who is on duty yet arrives late. Who will trust me in future? *sobs*
Felt relieved. Thanks for reading. : )
Another thing I agreed from Spidey , "Great power comes with great responsibilities". I love marvel comics.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Tagged
1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe there is. Although very rare the person will be your life partner , but don't that be very romantic? =)
2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
Hm... let me think.... I think never. Should be la.
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
For the moment. I want to be in cineam when I don't need to pay the ticket money and watch non-stop all kind of movies.
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
This is boring. I don't want that even that one dream. For now.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. Rainbows are nice.
6. Do you like being who you are today?
Yup.. Don't even think I'm gonna change myself.
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Put in the bank for interest. Then don't tell anyone about it. =X
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I think I will.
9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
Never. Swimming in sometime you can eat.. don't wannna think about it...
10. Do you wear boxers?
What's this? No.
11. Which type of cars I love the most?
I not much interest in cars yet. Don't even can drive till so long again. Maybe I'll choose Malaysia's production , Perodua Kenari. Saving petrol allowance will be what i love most.
12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
Doesn't matter. I love her , that means both same. =)
13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
It's quite hurting yet I really need people to point out when they know it. I need you , you , you.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Be reminded that God loves me , loves me no matter what , all the time.
15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
What's this ? Shopping? Trust me , I hate shopping.But , also depends going with who la. Haha.
16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My 240MB Mp3 player. I will love you. Until the day i throw you away. Haha.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I want to be more able to be more understanding and talk more.
18. What makes you feel disappointed?
My answer is too common. Not writing out.
19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Never. Seeing what's ahead , what's the fun of life?
20. If given the power to travel back through time , do you want it?
Never. The mistake would be best left undone to remind you from repeating it and appreciate more of your life , as in every aspects. *Stops being moody*
*Smiles*
Not going to tag anybody.
This is a long tag. Phew. Perhaps I shall come back blogging after may 23.
Exams start on may 10 , and I still have assignments to do.
Mock exams Spm on September 8 ar.
Then Spm starts on 12 November.
I ask myself : When will I settle down and actually get serious?
For real , if I don't , I'll be dead. Really dead.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Hawaiian Good Luck Sign
She is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes:
Dear Grand-daughter,
The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a 'Honk if you love Jesus' bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting. So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, am I glad I did, what an uplifting experience that followed.
I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good he is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that lots of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, For the love of God! Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO! What an exuberant cheerleader he was for Jesus! Everyone started honking! I just leaned out my window and started waving and smiling at all those loving people. I even honked my horn a few times to share in the love! There must have been a man from Florida back there because I heard him yelling something about a sunny beach. I saw another guy waving in a funny way with only his middle finger stuck up in the air. I asked my young teenage grandson in the back seat what that meant. He said it was probably a Hawaiian good luck sign or something. Well, I have never met anyone from Hawaii, so I leaned out the window and gave him the good luck sign right back. My grandson burst out laughing. Why even he was enjoying this religious experience!!
A couple of the people were so caught up in the joy of the moment that they got out of their cars and started walking towards me. I bet they wanted to pray or ask what church I attended, but this is when I noticed the light had changed. So, I waved at all my brothers and sisters grinning, and drove on through the intersection. I noticed that I was the only car that got through the intersection before the light changed again and felt kind of sad that I had to leave them after all the love we had shared. So I slowed the car down, leaned out the window and gave them all the Hawaiian good luck sign one last time as I drove away.
Praise the Lord for such wonderful folks!!
Will write again soon,
Love, Grandma
*Laughs* then *sighs* and then *laughs again.*
Unawareness isn't wrong.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
One Chronicle , One Thrilling Adventure
A written account of events and when they happened, ordered by time.
quoted from Wiktionary.
I never knew how. I never knew why. How in the world I had such craving?
The craving to read this series of novel. IN WHICH I never love reading. Miracle. For me. Haha.



I never knew. The Spiderwick Chronicles movie is around 2 hours long , but the novels consist of 5 books and each book is one hundred pages something thick. With 500 pages , it is something too much for me to finish reading it very soon. Imagine J.K.Rowling's Harry Potter Series. So thick. Walao.
I can't believe it. The novel stated that it's best for kids age from 7 to 9 to read the novel in western countries. I'm 17 and my english is still way terrible to write good english like that in my essay. What the..
Oh yeah , let's turn on to some reviews of mine for this novel. Let's see , it's my first time reading novel that is air-ed as movie. Would it be a cooler the experience if we read the actual novel then go for the movie? Or watched the movie then go for the novel? Hmmm...
First of all , the graphics in the novel are cool be it the faeries , boggarts or humans. The graphics are not even moving as compared to the movie's faeries , making it better for you to imagine creatively how the creatures move and react.
See for yourself ,





Plus , the different faeires have different legends and stories. For instance , those hobgoblins takes the tooth kids put under their pillow as their own tooth.
Too bad i only read until half of the third book. Maybe you are kind enough , generous enough or right at this moment you've just received your pocketmoney and you can't spent it finish , yo can consider buying me the remainings of the whole series.
Although they say books and knowledges are good , but they ain't cheap la!
Rm 29 for only one book. What the...


Just joking. My birthday is even still so long away. Plus , it's not very nice receiving such expensive present. =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Answer to everything : A smile

For most cases , yes. It is an answer or solution when nothing seemed to be good.
But little did you know , what a smile can do.
When you're troubled , a smile keeps you away from all the frustrations when you're in the trouble.
When you feel uneasy , a smile boosts up your confidence
When you meet up with a new friend but don't know what to say , a smile starts a conversation.
When you upset someone , a smile maybe a good solution so that he or she will forgive you.
When you're so stressed up , a smile may just make you feel better.
When you meet people , a smile gives nice impressions.
When you see a sad and lonely friend , a smile may brighten up his or her day.
When you see your family , a smile will just bring relationships closer.
Don't forget to smile today!
Friday, April 4, 2008
Obsessed
Ok ok , that's not what i wanted to blog after all. =)
Lately I'm obsessed with movies. Yea , been rained down by homeworks , I still manage to find some time watching some movies in the cinema. Of course , a movie ticket cost RM9 or RM10 these days unless u watch on wednesday. To cut it short , the pleasure of watching movies in a good environment and sound system just ain't cheap.
Cute right?
How's this one?
Why cinema is so nice :
1. it's fully air-conditioned. (don't you know malaysia is so hot the weather?)
2. it's so big compared to the tv at my home.
3. the movies will have a better sound system as if you're in the movie. (no reflection of sound and blurry sound)
4.there is no more. perhaps the feeling being in cinema? =)
Didn't expected much from Dr Seuss' Houston Hears A Who. But still ,so hillarious.
"If you can't see , hear or feel something , it doesn't exist." Cool.
10,000BC. Great movie. However a little dissapointing. A dramatic movie with such legend is very nice. Seriously , it's touching when the hero saved the many people yet not his beloved heroin. Yet a miracle still occur for him. I like it this way.
Sabre tooth so cool.
Argghhh. Sabre tooth so cool but only showed up so few times. I mean , the movie poster even puts the sabre tooth instead of manak elephants. Not fair. I demand my ticket money back! =)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
K.I.A.S.U.
Observe these few situations :
Situation 1:
Jason was doing some last-minute homework in school. Friend A approach him.
Friend A : Why you so kiasu?
Jason : ...(paused for a while)(wanted to scold back but whatever...homework done
comes first)
Situation 2:
It was exam week. Jason received an sms from Friend B.
Friend B : Have you done studing?
Jason : No.
Another reply.
Friend B : Don't cheat me. You so kiasu one.
Jason wanted to beat Friend B up. Well , just in his heart. =)
Situation 3:
Jason arrived school. Friend C is approaching him.
Friend C : What did you do yesterday ?
Jason : ...(thinking back to yesterday)
Friend : Must be study. Kiasu!
I begin thinking. What did I done wrong to deserve this? My face isn't sticked with the word 'kiasu' after all. Maybe I'm too fun to make fun of? Somebody call me kiasu again and that person's gonna feel very sorry.
K - Knowledgeable-ly
I - Initiative
A - Attitude
S - Studious
U - Unsocial
Nerd - refers to a person who passionately pursues intellectual activities, esoteric knowledge, or other obscure interests that are age inappropriate rather than engaging in more social or popular activities. Therefore, a nerd is often excluded from physical activity and considered a loner by peers.
Kiasu - a person who is always doing the same thing intellectually and passionately. =)
Therefore , kiasu is not = to nerd.
Oh yes i forgotten something.
I'm not kiasu!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Of Holidays And Reviews
Here are some *ahem *ahem* things I've done over the holidays :
- I've change my multiply background and theme
- I've changed my friendster background
- I've earned a little amount of friendster testimonials
- I've practised a few simple songs with my guitar ( wooh .. )
- I've played some games and watch quite some movies
I've haven't touch a single bit on my PM kerja amal laporan
I've haven't touch a single bit on my est assignment
Am i so dead ? =)
Don't bother. In front of your very eyes , I'll explode them with some movie reviews !

High School Musical 2.
At last i got the chance to watch this , after about 6 months it is released. It's not that nice compared to part 1. But the songs , wow. But I really liked Ashley Tisdale's acting. Fabulous car plate , fabulous everything. (Oh , she's hot and cute ) Only the song "Gotta Go My Own Way" is sentimental. Wonder how's part 3 ? It will be released end of this year. But maybe I will only watch after spm.
Sad.

All I can say , it's quite cute. But still lose to chipmunks. Haha. Seriously , I like the graphics a lot. It is one noble artpiece. The way the rat pull that young chef's hair , so cute and funny. I rate it 9/10.
And then I also watched Bleach movie and Naruto movies. Finally after it's been released for years. How the ninjas fight is so cool. Movies are nicer tha anime. Some episodes of anime are only fillers. Bleach movie is a movie I really appreciate. The idea "memories of nobody" is awesome. It can be logically right.
(Ok , I'm lazy to review about naruto and bleach. But one word , good )


Looking forward for Naruto Shippuuden : movie and bleach movies. =)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
The mood of ladies change with the weather...

Seriously , (no offense , ladies) ladies can be so super super nice and polite. Or so , they can be a little not that friendly , or even rude. The reasons why? I simply can't explain. If we , men can actually understand ladies that much , broken marriages and stuff like that won't happen , right?
I'll give you an alive example:
I'm involved in ushering in youth church which is on every saturday night ( log on here for church address). By the way , the youth church has just started on March. So , welcome. It starts on 7.30pm.
Back to example. As I am a usher , I'm given the task to welcome and handshakes people who comes to church. You see , to the very same young lady I welcome , she can be different for two different times. So , it's the third church service this sunday. Must come ar.
on 1st service :
I said ''welcome'' and am going to handshake with this very , young lady.
Response : She as if didn't see me. With the most coolest response I've got among all the people I welcomed that night , she just didn't really handshake and walked in. That's it.
on 2nd time of the service :
I said ''welcome'' again and was going to handshake her in my mind thinking , ''There it will goes again''
Response : With a friendly feedback like most people who came in to church responded , she actually handshake with me.
So you say , the title of my post is partly true only. I don't even know how old is that girl which is better I never post about in future. Or perhaps , I'm too emo or sensitive?
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Do you want the change?
Picture this situation in your mind:
A teenager is roller skating , a young man is cycling and an old man is jogging in a park.
The teenager thought himself ,"How good will it be if I'm older like that adult over there? In that way , I would be able to be more free to do whatever I want without anyone to monitar me."
The adult thought himself , "How I wish I can be like that old man , retired from work and have a lot of free times. Besides being away from stress , jobs and bills , I can do lots of things I like."
The old man thought himself , "If I can be like that teenager , I would have reach that bench over there earlier! "
Observations : We always grumble and wish to have what we don't have.
So you see , there are bound to be changes in your life be it moving to a new environment , new relationships and bigger responsibilties. Accept the fact that you , too , need to adapt to new things and there is no benefits for you grumbling and hoping things to get over with as soon as possible. Time flies. It won't swing back like what a simple pendulum does.
You still need to face it one day even if you run away from it. You're still running away from it even if you're hiding it. Thus , the best way to face problems is to face it. Problems get bigger if you solve it last minute.
You never know when a changes happen be it a good thing or a bad thing to you. Get ready for changes even some come unexpectedly to you. You don't want to regret later on for nothing.
Seriously , I'm missing embacy. I miss the times being there on saturday nights. What to do? We gotta move one. No looking backs.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Which one is your hope?


New Way , New Hope?

Your Voice , Your Hope?
First thing , I'm happy now that I finally need not eating medicines due to my Minimal Change Disease back in november 2007. Imagine. For 3 months having medicines. Day and night. Day and night. The consequences of just forgetting to take 1 tablet of medicine.. Could end up me getting the sickness again.
It will be election day on saturday. But since I'm still too young to vote , why end up posting craps on what-i-don't-know?
Since our country is a democratic country , which does not show favourism to any race , held an election like the coming election day.
But , Is it really a fair voting? I mean , by the means of benefits of the BN and DAP , the votes are just distributed among races. So , tell me , where's the perpaduan among races like in the past? Suppose in around 1949 , UMNO , MCA and MIC carried same , equal rights and power.
Guess that's all i can write. So , it's new way or your voice , our new hope? I can as if know the results..
Friday, February 22, 2008
The other 1/2 in our world

Happy Belated Chinese Valentine's Day~!
And not to forget :
1. Thank God for creating the ladies.
2. Thank you for existing prettily in this world.
Ain't crazy me today ! Ladies , feel important please.
Appreciate , And Then Don't Regret

See how innocent I am?

Nah , let's get rebellious like this..
Now , back to topic. =)
Appreciating and regret doesn't come along. Take this:
appreciate = no regrets
so , don't appreciate = regret
Why don't we appreciate things around us but not until you lost them ? Not just things , it can be anything that belong to you.
If we just lost something just like that and you never get a second chance to make it right , won't you regret for the rest of your life? That ain't nice feeling.
Like a fish in an aquarium. It may think that living in the aquarium is boring.
It may even don't realise the water it lives in is so important to it although water's almost invisible for it's sight. But if it comes out from the aquarium just for few seconds--- end up gasping for air.
Get the main idea I'm saying? If not , don't bother to ask.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Hap-py Va-len-tine's D-ay !
So nice hor?It's another lovely day on the surface of this planet earth. Oh , I'm wrong? Oh yes , today's valentine's day. What does valentine actually means? No idea. I'm just a kid what , or maybe just a teenager enjoying my young life.
So basically , valentine is just a lovers' day? A day or a chance for you to give flowers and chocolates to your important person? Craps. Do most of you truly know the meaning of love? I personally don't know. But if you guys know better , you won't see couples and couples break out after some time. Dot.
Allow me to type out a short story. And here it goes.
There is a man who had just lost her wife a month ago. His wife had passed way and lefted him. Of course he's sad and he has frozened his heart and emotions and kind of hide himself from his friends , relatives and the world. He is seen to be sad almost all the time. Nothing seem to be of help to cure his 'sickness'. It seems like the world comes down on him.
He feels hopeless. He feels like a living dead man walking on and on each day.
On the february of 14 , which is a valentine's day , he received a card. A simple card. A simple card with some words of wishing. He was shocked. He was stunned. Who would had send him the card? He try to study the style of the words writing. The font and style of the words are too normal to be recognized who wrote it. The card also contain these instructions : Don't bother to find me or know who I am.
It seems hard to find the sender. He though it was his colleague at his workplace. So he try smiling to his colleagues but all of them only smile back to him.
He looked at the simple card fron and back. It had been posted from a post office. So , he went to the post office and asked for the name of the sender. The officer there told him that there was a lady. She's very thin. Very weak looking. She says she has a fatal disease and she may not pull it through to the end of the year. But , it she's still alive by then , she will post the card herself.
Knowing this , the lady must had passed away. The sender was his wife ! Stunned a while , the man was so touched and happy. He now accepted the fate of his wife. He begin to be more positive-minded.
And my story ended. Actually not , I read a short story from my chinese workbook and i typed it out because it's so touching and nice and today's a suitable day. So , ain't the love between this couple great?
And that's all for now. Wait , just joking. I created a music playlist specially for today. So , i guess by the time you read till here , the playlist must had loaded completely. Enjoy. These are nice songs for me.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
CNY : Our Paradise
Or so , if you don't want to burden your parents but still want to receive lots of ang pow.. go to visit teachers' house. I should stop talking about this or else school teachers' gonna kill me.
Is it just me or what? CNY mood is getting lesser and lesser every year. I guess the mood of celebrating CNY it getting costly every year. What do i mean? Buying cookies and cakes are already so costly. For adults , they need to allocate some money to give away as ang pows. Plus , the petrol price goes up and up and the price of everything 'automatically' goes up and up. And you'll know that our salary doesn't go up. (For those working not for government)
And so I conclude : The performance of the economy world is directly proportional to the mood of celebrating CNY.
Anyway , try to check this place out : gua.com.my and watch the local malaysian comedy series on every tuesday and thursday : malaysiantalents.com (this is the name of the series)
These are programs necessary for me for download purposes (all free for use and can be downloaded from the net). Must-have-programs for me:
1. Download Accelerator Plus 8.6
2. Limewire 4.12.4 / Ares
3. BitComet 0.99
4. Winzip 11.1
5. Winrar
The rest of the post is unnessary to read unless you are registered to christiandl.com :
Once you login , click these
Planetshakers
Hillsong United , Hillsongs , Hillsong kids and etc..
Youth Alive
Yo , Planet Shakers' newest album , 'Free' is out this year.
Hillsong United's 'In The Valley By The Sea' has been out around September 2007.
As for youth alive , they are originally from hillsongs. But they produce different but , nice songs.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Questions on J-son
Obviously because he's such a anti-social guy that takes a long time to actually let people know his characteristics. And that often brings misunderstandings.
What to do? I'm here to clear off every suspicious , curiousity and whatever...
Q1 : Why does J-son's face show no expression at all almost all the time?
A : He is like that one. But please remember , that doesn't mean he's angry with you or trying to spoil the moods of people. He's a hard-to-angry person. But when he's angry , he's really really angry , so watch out!
Q2 : Why does J-son has very dark eyebags?
A : So obviously , that has nothing to do with studying to much or playing in front of the computer screen too much. If you're a true friend of his , you should have known this. Actually , he has weak lungs since young. Plus , he has and old record of asthma but he's fully recovered from that now. So , he looks sleepy sometimes even when he's not!
Q3 : Is he a proud guy?
A : No. You're totally wrong if you ever think like that. By the way , there's nothing for him to boast about himself.
Q4 : Why in the world is J-son so anti-social?
A : There's no definite answer for this one , though. He's anti-social(quite) even chatting in msn or sms-ing with the phone. But one thing's for sure. He likes blogging. Blogging is a very free thing in which he doesn't need to care if someone's offended. By right , that's the fun thing of blogging , right? ''Alone is always better..'' Why is it? Won't be affected by feeling la. But he's trying to change to be more friendly , so please bear with him and be more understanding.
Q5 : Does J-son kacau people more or the other way round?
A : Of course people kacau him la. He's such a nice and innocent guy. *face thickening*
Q6 : How does J-son like his life now?
A : Splendid. He's enjoying it with more hobbies to do , more works to do , more challenges that may drown him which are coming in the future. Especially SPM.
Q7 : Does J-son has a sense of humor?
A : I guess not. Spank him , slap him , smack him. His face shows nothing. Lame isn't it?
Of course no la. He don't tell jokes. Not even cold jokes.
Q8 : How long does J-son online?
A : On holidays or a free day , about 2 hours daily (averagely). On a busy day , only 30 minutes or even not at all.
Q9 : What does he do when J-son onlines?
A : Check his mail , login to friendster , sign in to messenger , read blogs , blogging , login to multiply to read his 2 close friends' blog.
Q10 : When does he start online-ing?
A : During his form 3 , which is in 2006(although his friendster says 2004). He chatted and played maple a lot in 2006. Later in 2007 , he quitted maple and reduce his chatting hobby. And now , he has new hobbies - blogging and reading blogs.
Q11 : Why J-son rarely talks to girls?
A : No answer for this. Find it hard , nervous and shy i guess. Case closed.
Q12 : Why does J-son's email add has a 'digi' word on it?
A : Obviously , he doesn't use digi for his mobile phone. No laughing , but he made this email address before form 1. And before form 1 , he liked digimon. Well , there's not much of nice animes that became his favourites in his primarys.
And that's about it.
Sincerely reported by ,
Mysterious One
Monday, February 4, 2008
Sisters
On Jan 23.
And how we celebrate it? The traditional chinese's way ..eating..
Since it's her birthday , She decided to celebrate at Richmond's Place. Eating western foods are nice la.
Pork Chop with mushroom sauce. Mine.
Chicken Chop with black pepper sauce.
Grilled Fish.
Fish and chips. The chips nice right?
D Cake.. Cheese cake , my sis's fav
Oh no , d cake lighted up itself~
I captured this. Does it look nice?
Oh yeah , my elder sister's name is Jasmine. And my little sister's Jaslyne. Nice right , we 3 siblings have our name beginning with J.
And here's she..
With her elegant white sweater
doing cookies... cute right? (New Hair-cutting , if you noticed)
Chocolate Chips Cookies. CCC.
Me and her..
But poor her she's sick now. Out of so many time but now, she's gonna missed out the foods and drinks if she don't recover soon. With all the cough and fever.. but i believe she'll get better soon enough.
I did said that i don't have digital camera or a phone camera and how did get all these pics? My sister's back for holiday and of course i will make full use of this -- using my sister's phone..
Being the only son in the family , is that a good or bad thing? As for my dad , he puts high hope on me. But i didn't care much about this.
So long..till next time.
Blog&me... me n blog
Let me start my story. It began a long long time when... (ok , slap me!)
Simplified form. I got inspired to blog when i see a few of my youth friends blog. Besides , i start to dislike chatting so much in msn. Chatting is quite interesting for me when i start to online back in 2006. However , i focus more on blogging since last year rather than chatting and playing maple. I quitted maple. And don't ever ask anything about maple to me. I sucks. At maple.
And wa la , here i am a blogger. Hmm... not much of a surprise right? Anyone can blog. And it's a free thing. Not to say you need money to blog but you can blog whatever you want.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
What's happening to me?
Maybe i'm too sensitive. Just because of small things i may think i upset-ed someone. After that , i will think back every single words i said to the person from the first alphabet to the last one. Am i miserably pathetic?
Well , that's a bad thing about me. A bad point of a quiet , anti-social guy. People like me are often misunderstood as a proud and rude guy. I tried to change. I did go for a change with effort. And i think i managed to change slighty a puny bit.
That's all. Dot.
Sorry if i ever upset anyone out there.