S.O.S

I can barely breath

Got no idea

If I could keep my cool any longer

***

Surrounded by a veil of smoke

Contain only tension

From every dimension

Which is killing me

Without a single trace for you to know

***

My limits had dissapoint me

For quite a long time

I thought I could try to fake a smile

Until I reach the end

***

I know I'm going to stumble

And fall down..

***

Till I gain my conscious..

***

Till then , I walk alone.

Chad Blondel's Concert

Dissapointing. Probably the best word that sums up my feeling last night.

About the number of people , more than last year.
About the music , the sound system is terrible.
About the lyrics , can't hear a word. =(

The concert starts with Synergy Youth playing two songs. Yeah , i recognized them as soon I heard the part "Glo-o-o-ry , Ha-le-lu-uuu-ia.." I feel pathetic.

Maybe the song was quite ok , but the sound system in ACS is actually not that good. After all ,the ticket's only cost RM5 per ticket and the rent for the place is cheap , I heard.

I started with feeling of excitement arousing in me. Looking forward for something unexpected and so on. This concert actually gave my eardrums some intensive exercise.
Haizz

On the other side , I enjoy myself seeing Chad Blondel playing the guitar. The moves , the smooth changing of chords , the wonderful melody. I actually wished to hear acoustic only rather than the electric and bass. Weird.

But the song "Chase" by Chad Blondel is quite nice.
God does love us all and all we need to do is to receive His love and accept Him as our Father. He's not letting us go for a single moment or so , even when we feel alone in the darkness. He's only waiting for another cry of heart for another closer relationship with you. Just so that He can love you even more.

The Tag Game

I'm tagged by Gloria.
Just in case you're curious.
I'm out of the claws of exam today.
Officially free.
Well , just for two weeks.
Phew.

Let's start this simple tag. Woo. The '8 Tag'.

8 things I am passionate about:
~God
~Listening to musics
~Listening to the beat and tempo
~Strumming guitar and fingerpick'em
~Movies! (Bring me to the cinema!)
~Reading blogs
~Blogging
~Gaming
~Sleeping

8 things I say too often:
~Yes , yes , yes.
~No , no , no.
~Walao!
~ok lor
~Ya kah?
~Oh
~Oh Ya
~so?

8 books I've read recently: ( I suppose i don't actually read many books. I study them. =X )
~Bible
~Spiderwick Chronicles Vol3 (well this was last month)
~Ref books down to no.8( sad to say , that's all..)

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
~Say It Again by Marie Digby
~Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
~When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating
~Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by GreenDay
~Over You by Chris Daughtry
~Until You by Shayne Ward
~Umbrella by Rihanna
~Everywhere by Michelle Branch

8 things I learned last year and this year:
~God heals.
~Family is a shelter filled with love.
~Friends are angels without wings.
~Learned to play GunBound. (=d)
~Start learning guitar and still in the long way.
~General Hospital is cheap. (hahaHA)
~A class monitar is pityful.
~So does a school prefect.

8 people I wanna tag:
~To you the one reading , if you have a blog.
~To anyone on my blogger's list who wants to do this.
~Nobody
~Somebody
~Anybody
~No more
~ahem! No more.
~Need I repeat myself? No more. =X

Emotion Stimulants

I think this must be why we love musics. We are born with emotions and musics stimulate our emotions.

However , you'll notice if you hear quite some songs that the main theme's of songs are love. Love. Love between two person.

But , music for us sometimes mean more than that. More than just feeling of love. More than just a feeling you'll never get. It's like a beautiful dream.

These are musics I'm quite addicted lately:
Shayne Ward - Breathless
Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
GreenDay - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams




I walk this empty street.

The World At Its Peak

Listen up. This is a disaster. It should be a sign of the end of the world.



One look and you'll know this plate once costs you RM 3.50.
And another look will tell you that's history.

But you can't blame it on anyone. Countries are having shortage rice and had already raised up the price of rice. Eating rice for others are already a hard deal.

Recently: 1kg of rice is raised by RM0.60
The impact is so huge. How can we chinese Malaysians not eating rice? we are advised eating something to substitute rice. And that's not all. According to the maximum rate set by the goverment , they still can raise the price up. It is already so big deal , and there's a huge possibility after another the rate goes up and up.


Ok , we can only bear with this but why the increase price of petrol for our mobile?! After all , our country actually produce petroleum and earn something , right? Thanks to our smart cousins. You guys sit in fancy cars and your driver the one's driving ; citizens are having a hard time.

And because of your important plan , send an astronaut to space. Oh hello! The first man on earth had gone to space long time ago. And hello! We achieved independance long time ago. Citizens are having hard time with the increase of time and you're spending money to send an astronaut with people's help. I don't really see where's the glory.

And more examples can be stated.

*Shakes head* Hopeless.

Wonder when we'll see light shone in to our cave.


You should check this out if you haven't seen it.
Umbrella by Marie Digby
Say It Again by Marie Digby

A Sense Of Gratitude

Today is a very special day.
I would like to say to this special person ,
thanks for
raising me up ,
bearing with my grumbles ,
putting only simple hopes on me ,
cooks whatever I wanted to eat ,
(When possible)
wanting nothing much from me ,
only wants the best for me ,
and the most important thing ,
tells me why a mother exist in my life.

To all mothers ,
Happy Mother's Day!

This Season

Finally. Tomorrow I'll start my exams which will last till 22nd of may.

Kiasu cells , roll!

Praising Is Raising

You can't hide it. You can't deny it. It's a natural tendency. (Or maybe not?)

Everyone loves being complimented for what they did great right? I mean , it is like a prize for working hard , a feeling of satisfaction , or a statement to prove that what we did is not useless rubbish.

And that's not all , it gives a better motivation to bring you another level of determination , another level of getting hold of it , another level of pursuing on that direction of yours.

You see , it takes 10 compliments to actually bring back your confidence that was ceased by a scolding whereas it only takes one , simple , powerful compliment to bring a person from the lowest ground to the top of the world.

An recent actual example:

I've been playing guitar in Iscf for a few times. Maybe this is quite easy , compared to the awesome praise and worship in the church. I'm only playing simple songs with another friend but this seemed to be one nice burden to do. First , we need to choose songs , then call on the singers , then making sure the on-duty members do able and come on Friday.

I'd to say , it's important to be prepared not just listening to the mp3s and play the beat and chords but also prayer. It will be just singing songs without them.

And it did turned well , when I see people enjoy the session,
that's enough for satisfaction.
And later on , John compliments that my beat is better this time.
(John is the leading guitarist)
And guess what ?I'm happy the whole day.

Imagine. You've been working hard to be a good child , a good student , a good friend , a good sibling and etc. yet you'd never been complimented or appreciated in your entire life by anyone . anywhere , anytime. It's a quite terrible , hard-to-describe , horrible and hurting life. On a worse situation , it makes someone feel hopeless and living without a single purpose. And the ending.. it's hard to imagine.

So , remember , if people around you did do well in something , just compliment them. Ignore any interior war inside of you , any pride of yours , any bad conscience that stops you.

Let me compliment you now. You're LAME!! Oh , I was just joking , you're so kind and forgiving , you will forgive me , i think. =)


This is so going to be my last post before the exam. The set date exam on May 10 had been brought 2 days earlier ----May 8!! I need to start touching books..