The other 1/2 in our world

It's chinese's valentines day yesterday so...

Happy Belated Chinese Valentine's Day~!

And not to forget :
1. Thank God for creating the ladies.
2. Thank you for existing prettily in this world.

Ain't crazy me today ! Ladies , feel important please.

Appreciate , And Then Don't Regret

Whether you realise or not , we often get things to easily and take granted of the one who gives it or the way we got it. Why not? if things are gained that easily , why waste the effort doing and thinking about it all the time? Besides , we teenagers are still studying and most of us never actually work and earn money to buy our stuffs for ourselves.

Self-confession : I'm like that all the time. (It's not good for me , though.)

See how innocent I am?


Nah , let's get rebellious like this..

Now , back to topic. =)

Appreciating and regret doesn't come along. Take this:
appreciate = no regrets
so , don't appreciate = regret

Why don't we appreciate things around us but not until you lost them ? Not just things , it can be anything that belong to you.
If we just lost something just like that and you never get a second chance to make it right , won't you regret for the rest of your life? That ain't nice feeling.

Like a fish in an aquarium. It may think that living in the aquarium is boring.
It may even don't realise the water it lives in is so important to it although water's almost invisible for it's sight. But if it comes out from the aquarium just for few seconds--- end up gasping for air.

Get the main idea I'm saying? If not , don't bother to ask.

Hap-py Va-len-tine's D-ay !

"...love me tender , love me sweet.."

So nice hor?


It's another lovely day on the surface of this planet earth. Oh , I'm wrong? Oh yes , today's valentine's day. What does valentine actually means? No idea. I'm just a kid what , or maybe just a teenager enjoying my young life.

So basically , valentine is just a lovers' day? A day or a chance for you to give flowers and chocolates to your important person? Craps. Do most of you truly know the meaning of love? I personally don't know. But if you guys know better , you won't see couples and couples break out after some time. Dot.

Allow me to type out a short story. And here it goes.

There is a man who had just lost her wife a month ago. His wife had passed way and lefted him. Of course he's sad and he has frozened his heart and emotions and kind of hide himself from his friends , relatives and the world. He is seen to be sad almost all the time. Nothing seem to be of help to cure his 'sickness'. It seems like the world comes down on him.

He feels hopeless. He feels like a living dead man walking on and on each day.

On the february of 14 , which is a valentine's day , he received a card. A simple card. A simple card with some words of wishing. He was shocked. He was stunned. Who would had send him the card? He try to study the style of the words writing. The font and style of the words are too normal to be recognized who wrote it. The card also contain these instructions : Don't bother to find me or know who I am.

It seems hard to find the sender. He though it was his colleague at his workplace. So he try smiling to his colleagues but all of them only smile back to him.

He looked at the simple card fron and back. It had been posted from a post office. So , he went to the post office and asked for the name of the sender. The officer there told him that there was a lady. She's very thin. Very weak looking. She says she has a fatal disease and she may not pull it through to the end of the year. But , it she's still alive by then , she will post the card herself.

Knowing this , the lady must had passed away. The sender was his wife ! Stunned a while , the man was so touched and happy. He now accepted the fate of his wife. He begin to be more positive-minded.


And my story ended. Actually not , I read a short story from my chinese workbook and i typed it out because it's so touching and nice and today's a suitable day. So , ain't the love between this couple great?

And that's all for now. Wait , just joking. I created a music playlist specially for today. So , i guess by the time you read till here , the playlist must had loaded completely. Enjoy. These are nice songs for me.

CNY : Our Paradise

CNY simply means our time to enjoy. We eat all kind of junk foods and goodies. We receive 'ang pows' from elders. We are given holidays (two days before cny , but need to replaced on two saturdays..what the.). But you see , if we receive ang pows from the elders and relatives and our parents give away ang pows to the their children , this simple means all our ang pows are indirectly given by our parents.

Or so , if you don't want to burden your parents but still want to receive lots of ang pow.. go to visit teachers' house. I should stop talking about this or else school teachers' gonna kill me.

Is it just me or what? CNY mood is getting lesser and lesser every year. I guess the mood of celebrating CNY it getting costly every year. What do i mean? Buying cookies and cakes are already so costly. For adults , they need to allocate some money to give away as ang pows. Plus , the petrol price goes up and up and the price of everything 'automatically' goes up and up. And you'll know that our salary doesn't go up. (For those working not for government)

And so I conclude : The performance of the economy world is directly proportional to the mood of celebrating CNY.


Anyway , try to check this place out : gua.com.my and watch the local malaysian comedy series on every tuesday and thursday : malaysiantalents.com (this is the name of the series)

These are programs necessary for me for download purposes (all free for use and can be downloaded from the net). Must-have-programs for me:
1. Download Accelerator Plus 8.6
2. Limewire 4.12.4 / Ares
3. BitComet 0.99
4. Winzip 11.1
5. Winrar



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Yo , Planet Shakers' newest album , 'Free' is out this year.
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As for youth alive , they are originally from hillsongs. But they produce different but , nice songs.

Questions on J-son

There are many questions wondering around people's head about this guy here : J-son.

Obviously because he's such a anti-social guy that takes a long time to actually let people know his characteristics. And that often brings misunderstandings.

What to do? I'm here to clear off every suspicious , curiousity and whatever...

Q1 : Why does J-son's face show no expression at all almost all the time?
A : He is like that one. But please remember , that doesn't mean he's angry with you or trying to spoil the moods of people. He's a hard-to-angry person. But when he's angry , he's really really angry , so watch out!

Q2 : Why does J-son has very dark eyebags?
A : So obviously , that has nothing to do with studying to much or playing in front of the computer screen too much. If you're a true friend of his , you should have known this. Actually , he has weak lungs since young. Plus , he has and old record of asthma but he's fully recovered from that now. So , he looks sleepy sometimes even when he's not!

Q3 : Is he a proud guy?
A : No. You're totally wrong if you ever think like that. By the way , there's nothing for him to boast about himself.

Q4 : Why in the world is J-son so anti-social?
A : There's no definite answer for this one , though. He's anti-social(quite) even chatting in msn or sms-ing with the phone. But one thing's for sure. He likes blogging. Blogging is a very free thing in which he doesn't need to care if someone's offended. By right , that's the fun thing of blogging , right? ''Alone is always better..'' Why is it? Won't be affected by feeling la. But he's trying to change to be more friendly , so please bear with him and be more understanding.

Q5 : Does J-son kacau people more or the other way round?
A : Of course people kacau him la. He's such a nice and innocent guy. *face thickening*

Q6 : How does J-son like his life now?
A : Splendid. He's enjoying it with more hobbies to do , more works to do , more challenges that may drown him which are coming in the future. Especially SPM.

Q7 : Does J-son has a sense of humor?
A : I guess not. Spank him , slap him , smack him. His face shows nothing. Lame isn't it?
Of course no la. He don't tell jokes. Not even cold jokes.

Q8 : How long does J-son online?
A : On holidays or a free day , about 2 hours daily (averagely). On a busy day , only 30 minutes or even not at all.

Q9 : What does he do when J-son onlines?
A : Check his mail , login to friendster , sign in to messenger , read blogs , blogging , login to multiply to read his 2 close friends' blog.

Q10 : When does he start online-ing?
A : During his form 3 , which is in 2006(although his friendster says 2004). He chatted and played maple a lot in 2006. Later in 2007 , he quitted maple and reduce his chatting hobby. And now , he has new hobbies - blogging and reading blogs.

Q11 : Why J-son rarely talks to girls?
A : No answer for this. Find it hard , nervous and shy i guess. Case closed.

Q12 : Why does J-son's email add has a 'digi' word on it?
A : Obviously , he doesn't use digi for his mobile phone. No laughing , but he made this email address before form 1. And before form 1 , he liked digimon. Well , there's not much of nice animes that became his favourites in his primarys.

And that's about it.

Sincerely reported by ,
Mysterious One

Sisters

To say about birthdays , my elder sister's birthday had just passed about 2 weeks ago.
On Jan 23.

And how we celebrate it? The traditional chinese's way ..eating..

Since it's her birthday , She decided to celebrate at Richmond's Place. Eating western foods are nice la.


Pork Chop with mushroom sauce. Mine.


Chicken Chop with black pepper sauce.


Grilled Fish.


Fish and chips. The chips nice right?


D Cake.. Cheese cake , my sis's fav


Oh no , d cake lighted up itself~


I captured this. Does it look nice?

Oh yeah , my elder sister's name is Jasmine. And my little sister's Jaslyne. Nice right , we 3 siblings have our name beginning with J.

And here's she..


With her elegant white sweater


doing cookies... cute right? (New Hair-cutting , if you noticed)


Chocolate Chips Cookies. CCC.


Me and her..

But poor her she's sick now. Out of so many time but now, she's gonna missed out the foods and drinks if she don't recover soon. With all the cough and fever.. but i believe she'll get better soon enough.

I did said that i don't have digital camera or a phone camera and how did get all these pics? My sister's back for holiday and of course i will make full use of this -- using my sister's phone..

Being the only son in the family , is that a good or bad thing? As for my dad , he puts high hope on me. But i didn't care much about this.

So long..till next time.

Blog&me... me n blog

First thing's first. My blog's a year old. And how did i get inspired for blogging?

Let me start my story. It began a long long time when... (ok , slap me!)

Simplified form. I got inspired to blog when i see a few of my youth friends blog. Besides , i start to dislike chatting so much in msn. Chatting is quite interesting for me when i start to online back in 2006. However , i focus more on blogging since last year rather than chatting and playing maple. I quitted maple. And don't ever ask anything about maple to me. I sucks. At maple.

And wa la , here i am a blogger. Hmm... not much of a surprise right? Anyone can blog. And it's a free thing. Not to say you need money to blog but you can blog whatever you want.

What's happening to me?

I don't know why. I don't know. Maybe I'm too sensitive? But I feel that I've been acting too cocky , too proud , too rude , too... everything!

Maybe i'm too sensitive. Just because of small things i may think i upset-ed someone. After that , i will think back every single words i said to the person from the first alphabet to the last one. Am i miserably pathetic?

Well , that's a bad thing about me. A bad point of a quiet , anti-social guy. People like me are often misunderstood as a proud and rude guy. I tried to change. I did go for a change with effort. And i think i managed to change slighty a puny bit.

That's all. Dot.

Sorry if i ever upset anyone out there.

Hapi CNY~!

Bad news. My dad says i should online that much and i should start studying for spm , the greatest fear of mine curently , starting around april or may.

That means I can't blog so often like now after april. Sad. Cut down to 2 posts per month? I don't want leh.

Anyway , that's after april so i might as well blog the most out of myself for the meant time , right? I never thought of getting serious in studies but I need to change my way of thinking and really get serious for a better future. And again , that's after april. Forget about it until april.

Chinese New Year's coming right up. So what's so special about CHINESE New Year? It's also a new year , but it's a new year for Chinese. Not to say ours , but specially our type of new year.

Firstly , we have firecrackers. Although it causes many sound pollution and makes the air more polluted (the air is so polluted already bah), it's only once a year. And according to what my mandarin teacher says , this year we won't be captured of 'denda' for putting firecrackers. There had been many complains.

Secondly , the junk foods and mandarin oranges. How could a CHinese new year be a chinese new year without them? We need to serve these to people coming to visit us and eat these when we go visit people. And then get sick , sore throat , cough...

Thirdly , soft drinks and beers. Even though it contains high sugar concentration but it is a must!

Fourthly , we , we wear new clothes.

Fifthly , we receive ang pows from elders. Yeah , money money money , it's a rich man's world. (Didn't that sound familliar? It's from PCK alright.)

Sixthly , there's nothing more i guess. I'm just lazy to think of anymore.

Remember , although there's many junk foods and soft drinks , don't make yourself sick in this CHinese New Year~!


Wish you prosperous~


Nice.

Good & Bad

I feel bad today. And at the same time , great. Sound, weird huh? Actually , not. It just happens that good things that cheer me up and bad things that make me feel down happen at the same time.

If you're expecting photos to view in this blog , very sorry. I will post very little photos in my blog. By the way , aren't blogs meant for reading and updated daily? As for me , i update as often as i can , but not EVERYDAY. Tips to keep your faithful readers is to blog frequently. So , please continue be faithful , guys~!

I feel down. I feel bad. I feel terrible. I messed up. I expected better of myself. Well , I know it's almost impossible to be perfect doing things the first time since you don't have the experience , yet. But I could at least make as less mistake as i can. First time playing guitar in iscf. Not strumming hard enough to make the whole place so fired up. Not enough communication with my singers. Argh. My wrong , my mistake. I need to make up. I will not repeat my mistake.

It cheers me up. English teacher asks us to write on one of our classmates. With descriptions la. That was few days ago. Today , she read it out all we had written. And of course , to make things interesting , we are not to reveal who write on who. And surprising for me , 2 writes about me. Yeah. It kind of feel great. At least someone thought about me right? Does'nt that feel good for you?

Here's what they write : (roughly like that la...can't rmb completely)
He's a quiet guy who express himself in his blog. He plays guitar. He's responsible , trustable.

Hmm... thanks for that though i don't know who are you who wrote those.
Yeap , Im ex- ass. cls monitar. (Starting to be proud liao)

And on who did i wrote? Secret. I shall not reveal it. Haha.

But to make it clear , not much of my classmates know that i have a blog until today. Maybe i'll get to know who wrote about me if i think carefully.

Chinese New year's coming up. Happy Chinese New Year~!
Remember to collect more ang pow , eat more junk foods , drink more soft drinks. =p