Good & Bad

I feel bad today. And at the same time , great. Sound, weird huh? Actually , not. It just happens that good things that cheer me up and bad things that make me feel down happen at the same time.

If you're expecting photos to view in this blog , very sorry. I will post very little photos in my blog. By the way , aren't blogs meant for reading and updated daily? As for me , i update as often as i can , but not EVERYDAY. Tips to keep your faithful readers is to blog frequently. So , please continue be faithful , guys~!

I feel down. I feel bad. I feel terrible. I messed up. I expected better of myself. Well , I know it's almost impossible to be perfect doing things the first time since you don't have the experience , yet. But I could at least make as less mistake as i can. First time playing guitar in iscf. Not strumming hard enough to make the whole place so fired up. Not enough communication with my singers. Argh. My wrong , my mistake. I need to make up. I will not repeat my mistake.

It cheers me up. English teacher asks us to write on one of our classmates. With descriptions la. That was few days ago. Today , she read it out all we had written. And of course , to make things interesting , we are not to reveal who write on who. And surprising for me , 2 writes about me. Yeah. It kind of feel great. At least someone thought about me right? Does'nt that feel good for you?

Here's what they write : (roughly like that la...can't rmb completely)
He's a quiet guy who express himself in his blog. He plays guitar. He's responsible , trustable.

Hmm... thanks for that though i don't know who are you who wrote those.
Yeap , Im ex- ass. cls monitar. (Starting to be proud liao)

And on who did i wrote? Secret. I shall not reveal it. Haha.

But to make it clear , not much of my classmates know that i have a blog until today. Maybe i'll get to know who wrote about me if i think carefully.

Chinese New year's coming up. Happy Chinese New Year~!
Remember to collect more ang pow , eat more junk foods , drink more soft drinks. =p

In A Valley By The Sea

In A Valley By The Sea. Latest album from Hillsong United. Consists of 7 songs but 2 songs are from previous albums(break free and to know your name).

Just got it from this website yesterday : www.christiandl.com
It's a very nice website. You'll get what i mean after you registered it. I got most of Hillsong's and PlanetShakers' from there.

My favourite song in this new album : Second chance.
Secondly , would be 'love enough'.

Most of us blew up our life. Or maybe mess up things , done big mistakes that spoilt relationships. And we can't make up for it no more. We feel regret and hope for a second chance to make up mistakes.

God forgives us. His love's so great , that never possibly exist in the world gives us second chance.( That doesn't mean you continue messing up badly)

Hillsong United done a nice album again.





You called my name
Reached out Your hand
Restored my life
And I was redeemed
The moment You entered my life

Amazing grace
Christ gave that day
My life was changed
When from my shoulders
Fell the weight of my sin

So it’s with everything I am
I reach out for Your hand
The hope for change
The second chance I’ve gained

On You I throw my life
Casting all my fears aside
How could greater love than this
Ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts
As I rest in You
I’m now in love
With a Saviour
Bearing the marks of His love

So I’ll wait upon You now
With my hands released to You
Where a little faith’s enough
To see mountains lift and move

And I’ll wait upon You now
Dedicated to Your will
To this love that will remain
A love that never fails



Anyway , try to get a program called MiniLyrics. It automatically find lyrics for you when you play songs in winamp or just windows media player. It is built-in in those programs.

~ What's Up ~

So , how's the song on Casting Crown's Who Am I? It's not a very new song , but it's just very nice. They have good voice , good music and above all , they sing for the One Above All. It's very touching for me the first time I heard of it. Try hearing another song of them titled Voice of Truth.

What a tough week I had(ok la , a lil mayb nt tat much). At first , I try to learn to be kiasu. I decided to finally get serious. Then , I continue to be it for a few days , and became over kiasu. And after that , I got a little tired. Lastly , I got tired. I need rest. I keep reminding myself that I'm not tired. Reminding myself I can pull it through. After all , it's just another week alright.

I think I'm gonna be stressed out if I simply don't rest well. They say humans need 8 hours of sleep everyday. Maybe I need to follow this basic principle? (Hey , i slept for 7 hrs daily , just slightly a bit small gap of that , right?)

I guess I just have to cool down. By the way , people , how does my face look to you all the time? steady , no problem face or a guy with so many problems that never smile?

Gonna watch Shana II 13 and 14(yea , i did say i was goin to watch epi 13 d las tym but i tangguh til nw) , then bleach 157 , and then wait for naruto II 44.

Sien ar. Curiculum activites tomorrow!

Cut it out.

I see you struggling , struggle and struggle. Time to time , you struggle. Struggle to find a place to stand. To stand up high so that more can see you. More will know your very presence. Know that you exist. Respect you. You are scared of being alone. Being so low that when you cry , none will know. Therefore , you work so much to climb up and reach to people.

But do you realise? You only see that group of people above you. You think that group is most well-worth to be with. Look lower. They are also people around you , at the same level with you and some , lower level than you.

Is that what you really want? Being known , being more recognized , being more popular? Sit down. Calm down. Stop with everything you are doing. Close your eyes. And start going to the thinking realm. You are what you are. You are unique in your own special way. There's no one 100% exactly biological , physically , mentally the same as you. Even a clone should not be you if it's 100% same as the genes are the same.

Just be yourself. Don't change yourself in any kind of way just to be suited in a group or a party.

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

Tui

Tuition had become a trend lately. Or it is a must already in this era of knowledge and technology?

Not sure. I only know i don't go tuition. But please take note. I don't tuition doesn't mean I'm very smart or i get straight As. I just can't stand 2 hours sitting there listening to teaching when I already heard teachers' teachings in school for 5 hours already in weekdays. Plus , if you tuition for months that could be few hundred bucks. I rather saved it for something else. That's what I prefer. It even burdened your parents drving you to and fro the tuition center. My house nearby no tuition center. You expect me to walk more than 20 minutes to go? rather don't. Driving people here and there is tiring.

But tuition has it good points too. For people with low self-disciplin like me , that won't study at home except burning midnight oil at the eleventh hour(i suppose most people are like that?), tuition is good to overcome this.

Lazy to blog anymore. Haven't watch Shana II. Off to watch now. Surprisingly , I'm still awake and not sleepy after only 6 hours of sleep. Good for me.